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08 June 2008 @ 05:31 am
Umbored. Do it nooowwww.

Post and tell me anonymously:

1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.

It's nearly 6am. One would think I would be asleep. NOSSIR.

Too horny to sleep. Yes, I will keep mentioning it until the problem is solved.
Which means it will be a while.
Current Music: Last Order theme
11 May 2008 @ 03:34 am
Random test.
Is anyone able to see my posts?
I'm not even bothering with a friends filter.
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: Beyond Midgar
17 November 2007 @ 12:03 am
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Current Music: I have this song on permanent repeat
01 March 2007 @ 01:37 am
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17 January 2007 @ 05:22 pm
So, earlier this afternoon my mom took me to a liquor store to buy my first bottle of whatever I wanted. She bought me two bottles. Look what I got!!

That is the most amazing stuff, ever. It even came with two little shot glasses. I'm so excited.

Aaand ..

I had no idea they made Kahlua already mixed with stuff. I've been wanting a white russian for freaking ever, so when I saw this, I almost squealed in excitement. The next time I have some extra money, I'm going to try these:

And the make a chocolate one, but I couldn't find a picture of the bottle.

Oh! Did anyone know Godiva made liqueur? They have this white chocolate stuff I'm dying to try. There's just too much crap that I want to try, ha. I'm going to be spending way too much money on alcohol. Oh well. It'll all even out.

So I'm about an hour away from going out with some friends. I'm thrilled that I don't have to spend my birthday alone or at work, like I did last year. And I can actually drink in public now, so, that's a plus.

Anyway. This was a pretty pointless update but I thought I'd do it anyway. Happy birthday to me. I'll be thinking of you when I'm slamming them back. :D (I'm such a loser.)
04 January 2007 @ 09:42 pm
so, up until this week all the pictures i've gotten have been pretty tame. why, oh why do people have to take pictures of their ball sacks?! it's just gross!! and why do ugly people have to take naked pictures of themselves?? i just don't get it. no one wants to see that. thankfully, i don't have to print them if i don't want to. actually, it's against the law to do so anyway. but still, i like knowing that if i don't want to print a picture, i don't have to. nyah nyah nyah to all you awful picture-taking assholes!

work's been going pretty well, actually. i'm still getting into the swing of things and it's becoming more and more like a second nature. i love it. i don't, however, love the fact that when the truck comes in, i'm expected to stop what i'm doing and empty all of the grocery totes that come in. what's my primary job? stocking grocery? i don't think so. i got so behind last night because i had to do all of that crap. one of the managers (who from now on i might be referring to as 'the nazi') processed all of my film. hey, why didn't you do the totes?? i would have gladly given that up to you. pfft. oh well. it's over and done with until next week. :\

i've been there for a month now and for some reason i still don't feel secure. i suppose it's because everywhere else i've worked, i've been expendable. i guess that could be the case here too, but i'm hoping not. mr. smith (the manager) seems to really like me and we get along great. maybe it still hasn't set in yet .. i haven't worked at stepherson's in two weeks now. i wish this crappy feeling would just go away! ugh.

oh boy that reminds me .. i get paid tomorrow! suh-weet!! :D

okay. joey's home and dinner's ready so i'll be going. hope everyone had a great new year's. i went to bed at 12:30. :|
Current Mood: hungryhungry
25 July 2006 @ 03:26 am
Why am I not asleep?

I wish I knew.

I don't want to sleep til four again tomorrow.

I hate that.
Current Music: slipknot || e y e less
10 May 2006 @ 03:16 am
It's thundering and raining like you wouldn't believe. I should so go to sleep while I can.
25 May 2005 @ 05:24 pm
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My latest piece of shit on PSP. Because I don't have a copy of Photoshop that works.
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: 5 o'clock news
25 October 2004 @ 07:20 pm

Join razrbladebeauty, bitches.

You're a Vampire

You can't trust many people and tend to keep to
yourself most of the time. You might come
across as a cold and distant person, but you
have your reasons. Still, it isn't so bad
keeping a few good friends around.

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hydrocodone's gonna help me sleep so well tonight. i hope.
christ i hope i sleep.

i've got english homework to do. and off i go to do it. i'm such a good little college student.
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
Current Music: green day | boulevard of broken dreams
03 October 2004 @ 12:34 am
A List of things to do in life.

01. Buy everyone in the pub a drink

02. Swim with wild dolphins

03. Climb a Mountain

04. Take a Ferrari for a test drive

05. See the Pyramids at night

06. Hold a tarantula

07. Take a candlelit bath with someone

08. Say 'I love you' and mean it

09. Hug a tree

10. Do a striptease

11. Do a bungee or parachute jump

12. Visit Paris

13. Watch a lightning storm at sea

14. Clean behind the fridge

15. Stay up all night long

16. Ask the/a question you've always been too embarrassed to ask.

17. See the Northern Lights

18. Go to a huge sports game - football, rugby, baseball, American football,

19. Create your own masterpiece

20. Grow and eat your own vegetables.

21. Touch an iceberg

22. Have an office relationship

23. Sleep under the stars

24. Compromise

25. Change a baby's nappy/diaper

26. Take a trip in a hot air balloon

27. Watch a meteor shower

28. Get drunk on champagne

29. Take a luxury holiday

30. Give more than you can afford to charity

31. Look up at the night sky through a telescope

32. Have an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment

33. Have a food fight

34. Bet on a winning horse

35. Take a sick day when you're not ill

36. Get a pet

37. Ask a stranger out

38. Have a snowball fight

39. Photocopy your bottom on the office photocopier

40. Scream as loudly as you possibly can

41. Hold a lamb

42. Enact a favorite fantasy

43. Take a midnight skinny dip

44. Hear the words 'I love you'

45. Fly on Concorde

46. Take an ice cold bath

47. Have a meaningful conversation with a beggar.

48. See a total eclipse

49. Ride a roller coaster

50. Hit a home run

51. Fit three weeks miraculously into
three days

52. Dance like a fool and not care who's looking

53. Adopt an accent for an entire day

54. Visit the birthplace of your ancestors

55. Have a grand romance with costumes and everything

56. Made up a screenname to stalk someone.

57. Gone shopping for no reason.

58. Actually feel happy about your life, even for just a moment.

59. Just be held

60. Have an adventure where nothing goes as planned.

61. Kissed someone you truly wanted to kiss

62. Went clubbing and thought to yourself "I could out-dance them if i
wanted to"

63. Called your relatives by their relationship in another language

64. Have two hard drives for your

65. Cuddled

66. Visited all 50 states

67. Love your job

68. Taken care of someone who was shit faced

69. Had enough money to be truly satisfied

70. Have amazing friends

71. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country

72. Swim during a formal

73. Stolen a sign

74. Backpacked in Europe

75. Taken a road-trip

76. Rock climbing

77. Nose piercing

78. Midnight walk on the beach

79. Sky diving

80. Visit Ireland

81. Saw what you wanted and did all it took to seize it.

82. Fell in love then fell harder and faster from heartbreak.

83. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had lunch/dinner with them

84. Visit and/or tour Japan.

85. Benchpress your own weight.

86. Stolen from your parents

87. Alphabatized your records/ cd

89. Pretended to be a superhero

90. Sang karaoke

91. Made someone cry for no good reason

92. Lounged around in bed all day.

93. Posed nude in front of a room full of

94. Dressed sexy for no reason.

95. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye

96. Kissed in the rain

97. Played in the mud

98. Played in the rain

99. Gone to a drive-in theater

100. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it...

101. Visited the Great Wall of China

102. Fell in love with a job that has
nothing to do with the degree you're pursuing.

103. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog
has discovered your blog.

104. Dropped Windows in favor of something better.

105. Started a business.

106. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken. HA!

107. Toured ancient sites around the Mediterranean

108. Taken karate.

109. Swordfought for the honor of a woman.

110. Played D&D for more than 6 hours

111. Gotten married

112. Been in a movie.

113. LARPed

114. Loved someone you shouldn't have.

115. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy. (only they would know that, but i think so ..)

116. Gotten divorced

117. Had sex at the office

118. Surprised yourself with a talent
you didn't know you had

119. Been to Macchu Picchu

120. Gone without food for 5 days

121. Never left the continental United States.

122. Made cookies from scratch.

123. Won first prize in a costume contest.

124. Ridden a gondola in Venice.

125. Gotten a tattoo

126. Got another tattoo the next day because you didn't feel balanced

127. Find that the texture of some
materials can turn you on

128. Rafted the Snake River

129. Blazed it up at Burning Man

130. Gotten flowers for no reason.

131. Masturbated in a public place.

132. Gotten so drunk you don't remember

133. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug.

134. Traveled the world.

135. Performed onstage with a famous symphony orchestra.

136. Been to Las Vegas

137. Met Madonna

138. Recorded music

139. Eaten shark

140. Had a one night stand

141. Gone to Thailand

142. Courage to speak my mind

143. Saw Robert Smith and Siouxsie live

144. Bought a house

145. Earned my degree

146. Broke my neck

147. Been in a combat zone

148. Buried my father

149. Earned a *living* through my

150. Visit the remaining continents on my list

151. Took more than a month long vacation from a job.

152. Gotten so stoned, the fabric of the
universe becomes visable.

153. Moved 2000 miles away from 'home' and never moved back.

154. Move to a foreign country to live.

155. Learn to fly an airplane/ helicopter.

156. "Win" a fistfight

157. Go horseback riding in the rain

158. Brag about your prowess in a geek activity

159. Earn an advanced degree

160. Play to a live audience

161. Rescued a pet from the pound.

162. Created a piece of art for someone

163. Signed with a record label

164. Touched a giraffe

165. Loved someone from afar

166. Recite all 50 states in alphabetical order

167. Read Ulysses

168. Stand on top of Le Pont du Gard

169. Open a used book store

170. Read Finnegan's Wake.

171. Drove by the World Trade Center

172. Put yourself out on a limb without the limb breaking under you

173. Walked the streets of Bakersfield

174. Hung out with your favorite music star

175. Screamed at someone until you felt better afterwards.

176. Changed the mind of a Christian

177. Gotten a book published.

178. Visited Nantucket Island.

179. Danced as the rain fell over you

180. Gone on road-frog protecting patrol during a thunderstorm

181. Spend the day snuggled with the person you truly love.

182. Spent lots of money on penguin memorabilia that I didn't need.

183. Forgotten those who have broken my heart in the past.

The idea of this was to make bold the ones which you have done. Leave alone the ones you haven't. At the end, add two - one that you have done and one you haven't but would like to do before you die.
Current Mood: fidgety
Current Music: AIM sounds
so. well.
seems as though joey deleted a comment wayne left in my last post. at least he told me about it. somehow i don't like the fact that he goes in my journal and deletes things.
BUT --- i've been told to take him off my list, and never speak to him again. if i do? "it's either me or him." i fucking know that.
why does it matter?
he's going to read this. he's going to read everything. he tells me he's over it, or at least he's trying to, and yet he still comes back to LJ to see if anything's changed. i don't understand. i suppose it's the whole trust issue.
and somehow i think that song's about me.
and why does it make me want to cry.
fuck it, i'm done.
Current Mood: .dead.
Current Music: killswitch engage | the end of heartache
23 August 2004 @ 02:57 am

Comment if you want to be added.
17 August 2004 @ 02:16 pm
I tried posting once & it hasn't shown up so ...
I need 2 codes ... please ...
1) the code for the transparent text box, &
2) the code for borders, like a dashed or dotted line
please help me out .. I've been working on my journal & it doesn't look right without the transparent text boxes cause I have this really awesome looking creepy picture as my background.
please help?